DO...

1. Rock the Love
2. Listen to The National (Boxer)
3. Eat shrooms, watch Planet Earth, while listening to Earth. Let's just say, better than Pink Floyd/Wiz of Oz
4. Try and wake up before noon! DAMN IT!

fly away to van nuys

burned out and unenthusiastic you await another innocent error to gain more acrimony. looking disgusted when i fastidiously asked you a question, you climbed up to your throne. i realized this may be the only place you are of any control. you laughed as i tripped. at least you laughed. hopefully you have love somewhere upon your grey brillo foam pad of head.

cab driver to midway

and you spoke to me in your good ol' boy tone as if you were from a place of grease monkeys where everyone ate italian beef and drank whiskey. you spoke to me of mind racing snow on your screen blowing your hard drive with rippling concrete streets like water crashing at the shore. blank faces of terror. you were clueless just a good ol' boy trying to enjoy da game in san francisco. you then heard the bridge collapsed. confusing thoughts of hot rods and chewing tobacco and rippling streets like hallucinations still not making any sense. the earth shook beneath your feet. our mother came from within our core errupting feelings bridges crashing down fires breaking lose. 67 dead hundreds injured.

Patience is a fucking bitch

SSSSSSLLLLLLLOOOOOOWWWWW

SLOW SLOW SLOW DOWN.
Finish my thoughts. Read slowly. Observe. Think. Read. Relax.
I drive myself fucking nuts.

pain

Pain is all the same. No one's pain ever ranks above or below anothers. It is all felt, and should be treated with care.

who ever determines what's cool?

Being nice is cool.
Being real is cool.
As long as you're doing the right thing, and following your heart, you will be successful.

i'm a pentium plus mother f-ers

I look at patterns or personality traits that I hate about myself as software problems that I need to get rid of. We are born pre-programmed with karmic patterns running deep within our being that only we ourselves can identify an correct on our own to avoid these patterns repeating themselves. What programs (issues) are running on my computer (mind) that I need to correct to accomplish what I want?

maybe being on time for one thing my entire life is a good start. there must be an issue with my "computer's" internal clock - like maybe I'm stuck on a different time zone... but probably not.

maybe

When will we find a day when everyone will just love. There will be no jealousy, cheating, seperation, upset... everyone will just know how to live happily in love with everyone and time will not be limited. Humans go through life feeling as though they have only one. Won't there just be a day when we all just love everyone no matter what age, sex, etc. It would just be an open bottomless pit of love and there's never too much.

Get Lit

Getting high... at times (let go, lose the paranoia, and the self consciousness) can allow one to feel higher levels of consciousness. It raises one to sense a feeling that opens to something higher that one does not currently have the capacity to feel at that time in his/her life. It is a teacher plant that allows one to "feel" his/her way up...

The trick is feeling, then remembering, then replicating that feeling, social behavior, and energy.

rastafarian margie fengshui pirate

kids are in my driveway.
my driveway.
i should talk to them.
get into their thoughts...
and help mold something beautiful.

Live the life you love

Passed these out at work today... made everyone wear white ribbons... rad!

mission statements are the pits

prosperity through grow a sustainable cultivate leadership and philanthropy to foster respect global and social conditions life transforming multimedia enter into hearts renewed spirit change education courage confidance environment reason for existance goals ambitions.

OK DONE!
Now I have to fill in the blanks. I hate my brain sometimes.

I like to move it move it

If you were alone in a room and you started dancing to music would you stop or change the way you were dancing if you thought someone was looking? Let yourself feel every part of music. Open yourself to every note, every beat, the intonation in the musicians voice. Create a memory that leaves a mark on your soul. Connect with it, put your energy inside it's private parts, sense the feeling(s) produced within yourself. It makes me mad everytime my friends and I go to live shows and people stand and stare at the band and no one fucking dances or even looks like their enjoying themselves the slightest bit. What fun is going to a show with a bunch of dead fish? Live shows are some of the best memories my friends and I have made in our lives.
Dance mother fuckers!

One who would judge you clearly doesn't understand feeling, and the importance of investing your whole being living the power of each moment.

unfuckwithable

Jake's caddy we showed up camping with.

Oakley

I go to the pool all the time by my place and there are so many little shit hoodlums running around talking about shit I don't even think I knew at that age calling each other names and trying to bang. I want to be the pool counselor and write a movie and a book about how I changed their lives.

... but I have to actually change them first... add it to the project dash...

Have you ever...

smoked out a vaporizer? If not, go ahead and add that on the "to do" list.

"hey miss i like your megamix!"

Some dude said that to me as I was driving through the crotch on North Ave... I was listening to JT which was on the radio and he followed up by saying "you're beautiful miss! never change!" what a sweet thing to say to a stranger - made me feel so good. I love my life.

Reality is defined - those who exist in it don't realize there's more.

oil

oil is unnecessary mexico will have their own fuel made by plants own line of cars desert waiting for research on planet in planet time evolution create gem stones

i feel good today. if you are ever reading and lost, im high and typing whatever enters my mind. the way it enters is fast, in shapes, and random words, it all makes sense but when writing i can't fill in the blanks fast enough.
i was stressed earlier, but i think i was just tired. i got some work done today.

Da Earf

Is a living library where we are being watched as we grow through different stages of our consciousness, part of our evolutionary process.

Thought soup

You can't expect to get close to someone if you spend zero time with them.

ooga booga

Could you imagine being back in the caveman days wandering around the empty planet coming across other humans for the first time and having to fight for land?

...and who was the first person to ever lie and why?

It's always about the nookie.

If Fred Durst came back would he be known as "Resurrected Biscuit? or "Erect Biscuit? haha he has a f-ed up left ball and a lumpy penis!

How I know I found it

I found myself realizing I was always the change the world dork I am today BUT going to the most materialistic high school pulled the wool over my eyes for a minute.

• I begged for rocks and minerals and for rocks and minerals books for christmas and birthdays.
• I was an active member of the Target Superstore Pollution Campaign
• When I moved into my sub it was brand new with less houses and more wildlife. Contractors dug a basement for a new home, where there just so happened to be a bullfrog pond I visited regularly. Outraged! I wrote Save the Bullfrog letters and put them inside the truck when no one was looking.
• I taught religious ed at a time when I knew I wanted to do right, but hadn't opened my eyes to the possibilities. You would never catch me teaching religion ever again. Only a course on trusting the Universal power of LOVE.
• Volunteered and worked at he Boys and Girls Club
• Started school to become a teacher

Getting shit canned was the best thing that ever happened to me.

I was on the beach earlier today post blunt smoking listening to tunes with my friends. I really couldn't be happier. Great friends, great city, I'm out of the rat race, and I want to change the world. Can't beat that with a stick now can ya.

Dudes

Someone should start a comedy based sports league - like a show you could go to in a regular sports arenararera and incorporate all the funny dramatic shit that happens in sports but make it a comedy...all the stupid, terrible, ridiculous things players do in their private lives and have dialogue between them. The players would be good, maybe like players that played college, never went pro but had some sort of freaky thespian streak in them? Eh?

clarity and recognition

stop cycling and being lost in drama old dramas come back. make peace - cycle back through.

What if

When one leaves their shell they carry on to fix mistakes on the other side. What you think is what you are. It's all a decision.

12

Why is there 12 of everything? I honestly think the Universe is fucking with us...

• 12 months in a year
• 12 chakras in the body
• 12 days of Christmas
• 12 chinese Zodiac signs
• 12 apostles
• 12 hours of day + 12 days of night = 24 hours a day
• 12 grades of school
• 12 pairs of everything on the body

1. 2 eyes
2. 2 nostrils
3. 2 ears
4. 2 arms
5. 2 legs
6. 2 breasts
7. 2 bizalllls
8. 2 hands
9. 2 feet
10. 2 ass cheeks
11. 2 lips
12. 2 vagigi lips

Really!?!?!?

I'm 5 months in...

USA = system corrupt. We don't honor life or love. Our country is designed to seperate us with politic ideology - to keep us from discovering. Modern technology is frequency conrol TV/media manipulates us and promotes inactivity. We're taught to work hard and make excessive amounts of money. All of the above influences thought creating fear. Fear of not being enough, or having enough.

I also randomly had a dream with Tim and an old high school friend which I had maybe one or two classes with at most. I haven't heard from, seen, or spoken to her in years. They were carrying a box?

When I'm high...

...and I close my eyes I recurrently see a colorful and continuous spiral. I conceive it signifies a bridge to something. A never ending journey.

...but what the hell do I know.

Life happens for you not to you

Surrender to perfection...because let's be honest - we're all a little bit crazy.

In the Waiting Line

Do you believe in what you see nothing is real wasting my time in the waiting line 9-5 living life everyday stealing time everyone's taking everything from me.
- Zero 7

Just doing it.

I feel this inner demand to write or produce something but I'm not sure on what level. I think I should just start writing with clarity about all these ideas. I've never been so clear. When it came out it was all connected to me - there were points of random
yet clear understanding.

...Am I going crazy?